New terrain

New terrain, without a prewalked path. So much more exciting and interesting than the paved roads most people take these days. I might be slower, take detours, stumble, fall flat on my face, but it is my own way. MY VERY OWN LIFE. I want to see and experience different things. I don't want to do what most people do. Sometimes I tend to forget this, I get caught up in the lifeplan of a different, a usual person. And then comes a wakeup call and I'm reminded that I have my own mind, my own way of thinking and living and that I should stay true to myself. I got this call on Friday.

These last weeks I lived the life of a different person. I told myself that I'm fine, that everything is fantastic. I succeeded in making myself believe that it was the right thing for me. Looking back now, I know it wasn't. I got caught up in a different persons life. Now I'm back to finding my own way. Taking it slowly, step by step, hour by hour, day by day and feeling like myself again.

Thanks dear Universe.

Just a few more days

and Chris will be back in Leipzig. So maybe, we get to this place again. Have a sensational Friday and relaxing weekend.

Baltic Sea Vacation - Woodland and Boats

The old harbor near the lighthouse of the Darss.

Flooded deciduous forest near the lighthouse.

Coniferous forest, my favourite by the way. I really dislike deciduous forests.

A new way

Yep, got the important message and it was a YES, to say I'm excited would be an understatement. So the next weeks will be packed with preparations and then I move and you will enjoy new pictures of Germany.

Hope your weekend was nice and you have a good start into the next week.

Heimweh - Homesickness

Yesterday was an awfully grey day and for the first time I had really bad homesickness for Leipzig, my parents and my friends. I was so homesick that I cried. One of the culprits for this was San with her post with the pictures and what she wrote.

Chris